Our best decision

So it's looking like taking the break has been the best decision we could have made. It feels like a weight has been taken off our shoulders and the blinders have been taken off. We're no longer overly focused on the desired end result of pregnancy. I feel like we have re-entered our lives and are enjoying ourselves again. I am finding that it doesn't hurt as much when I pass a pregnant woman and I am not as focused on the belly that she has that I don't. It still hurts a little, just not as much. This break has been our best decision.